Christmas

I don't know if I have told anyone that since young, I've always been fasinated by honey baked ham at X'mas time.

Not your 100g $2.70 type, but the one whole HUGE gawd knows how many kg type.

But I've never ever gotten the chance to have it, mainly because my family's never big on Christmas.

But look at what I've got for Christmas this year:

Dream come true!

Went to CHC's Xmas celebration with my family. I actually went up stage to take picture of with their drama's props.

Willy Wonker will be shamed at the size of the lollis. But they are fake lah.

My bro's new iMac is really cool! It actually matches the room's furniture can? And the speakers are white too (though who wun buy white speakers if you have an iMac right?)

But the coolest part of them all is this webcam thingy which is inbuilt in the monitor (which is an all in one CPU) and you can take all kinds of funny pictures like the funny mirrors you always stand in front of at carnivals and have so much fun when you were a kid?

But to preserve my own modesty I shan't put it up on the WWW but you can request for it. Permission will be given on a case by case basis. Trust me though, it's worth the plead. It's damn funny.

Here's a narcissistic picture of myself. But check out the cool effects - Comic!

And here's another funny effect shit

My brother looks like a criminal right?

Well, Merry Xmas! I had quite a happy one without the crowds. But food, glorious food. 2 great meals and I didn't even need to cook or wash up after the meal! hehehe. Isn't that what Xmas is all about?

For me lah, at least.

Jack

For you (closet) fans of ultra duper sexy Jack Sparrow the pirate (who can do without the bad teeth though), he will be back next year.

I'm SOOOOOOOOO excited!

I watched the show 2 times can, but it was because I had to watch with different peeps.

So here's a sneaky for you.

He is how cute how cute cannnnnnnnnn (stupid Orlando go away!)

http://betterboyfriend.blogspot.com/

Pretty funny. I should add one tip though,

Don't stop your girl from buying shoes (no matter how many pairs she own)

Additional incentive promised

by paying for it (or THEM) too

*winks*

I am poor.

I've never felt poor before. Broke yes, but not poor.

Ironic right, feeling poor when I bring home $2000 a month.

But now I look at my bank account and just sigh.

I think of the money which people owe me, yet I too embarrassed to ask back.

Afterall, some of them are people closest to my heart and true enough, they need the money more than me.

And I feel guilty, guilty for feeling burdened. Guilty for asking. Knowing that they are even more embarrassed having to ask for help from me.

Why should I be whining over the bit of money?

How could I?

But I did. And now I feel so bad. But if I say, eh no need liao, then it's also very bad.

Surely I could still afford little trips, and buy the things I want. It's not as though I am begging on the streets, or living in misery.

But I look at my bank account and sigh. I've never felt this poor in my life. So poor that as much as I hate what I'm doing, I can't get out of it.

But I guess I'm feeling more miserable for being so calculative and feeling more guilt than the misery of being poor.