SALE

Now on. Today! Who wants to go with me??

Anyways, this has been on my mind for the longest time, but yet not do anything about it.

It seems like every since I am back, I'm kinda different. Remember I was talking about how I am so not ready to head back into the socialising world? I still ain't. It's probably not Xenophobia (phobia of knowing new people?) but put me in a group setting and I will just fidget around, feeling uncomfortable but at the same time try to, and often succeed in looking as if I fit in well.

What is it with me? Of doing things to please others? Of being just human but looking perfect all the time just like the woman in Desperate Housewives? Well?

I donch know man. Honestly it seems so perfectly normal that sometimes I can even bluff myself that you are actually quite okay what. And Rose even said, in the first place, she don't think I have changed. I have always been kinda anti-social, in a weird way because it is only when you really know me that you know I'm not as much a social butterfly as what the words plastered on my forehead claims.

But truth is, as I quote baby, I am even more aloof than he is, despite his whole ah beng outlook.

But but, what's the whole point. I'm sure once I step into the workforce, real or fake, comfortable or not, you still have to clinch your deal, you still have to convince that auntie, you may have to drink and party with a tiko pek. So what's the big deal really?

Afterall, the show must go on.