I cannot sleep. It must be the ice coffee that i drank. Hell to caffeine. Stopped playing after i got annihilated trying to kill tantarian, when i realised i can dun go battle him 1. so duh. Not cut out for RPGs, i concluded. :(

Life...
Updating again, just an hour later from the time i last updated. Was thinking about him, about how life is so unfair to some. I think perhaps i have been too sheltered in life, and that is the reason why i cannot fully understand his thoughts and feelings. I am insensitive, and that is why i dun take the initiative to find out what is wrong. Plus the fact that he is not one who speaks a lot, especially his thoughts. It'll be pathetic to find out what is wrong with your other half through the blog.

He makes me wonder: Why am i so concerned about all the material wealth when he is struggling to make me happy? All day long i am talking about levi's jeans, mezzo hi fi, bowling glove. I never expected or wanted you to get me any of my wishlist. Wishlist are just wishlist. On the highest priority of my wishlist would be my wish for you to be happy.

Dear, dun hide things from me anymore please. I dun feel sad for myself for finding out how poor you are, it does not change any bit of how i think of you. It only pains me more to know how much you are going through, and finding out not from you but from an internet explorer.